I am a gorgeous cheerleader with a nice smile. I punched Taylor Swift because I'm a pimp.

You've opened it!
You will have bad luck for four weeks!
But, if you re-post this,
You will get kissed by your crush on Friday!
Re post as "I am a ...."


What color of shirt are you wearing?
Red: Silly.
Brown: Cute.
Green: Gorgeous.
Blue: Sexy.
White: Muscular.
Aqua: Freaky.
Yellow: Innocent.
Purple: Little TOO happy.
Black/don't remember: EMO.
Orange: Funny.
Gray: Dumb.
Pink: Preppy.
Light pink: Sweaty.
Multicolored: Tree- hugging.
Other: Hot.
None: Sexy beast.

What kind of pants are you wearing?
Skirt/Skort: llama.
Corduroy: Cage fighter.
Skinny jeans: Pothead.
Shorts: Cheerleader.
Ripped Jeans: Skater.
Cammo: Hillbilly.
Jean short shorts: Whore.
Jeans: Prep.
Cargo: Clown.
Sweats/basketball shorts: Gangster.
Booty shorts: Bum.
Pajama Pants: Slut.
Checkered: Taco lover.
Nothing: Mother banger.

What is your NATURAL hair color?
Dark brown: With a hot boyfriend/ girlfriend.
Auburn: With a broken heart.
Red: With a hot butt.
Black: With a nice smile.
Dirty blond: With a hot body.
Brown: With beautiful eyes.
Blond: That flirts too much.
Strawberry blond: That is to much to handle.
Light brown: With amazing eyes.

You opened it, now you have to complete it.
Or something very bad will happen to your loved one.
READY SET GO!!
Pick The Month You Were Born In:
1. (jan) - I ran over.
2. (Feb) - I kicked.
3. (Mar)- I slapped.
4. (Apr) - I injured.
5. (May) - I ran shirtless with.
6. (June) - I modeled with.
7. (July) - I smoked with.
8. (Aug) - I ran with.
9. (Sept) - I kissed.
10. (Oct) - I robbed.
11. (Nov) - I hate.
12. (Dec) - I punched.

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1. Barack Obama.
2. Lil Wayne.
3. Michael Jackson.
4. Zac efron.
5. Nick Jonas.
6. Paris Hilton.
7. Madonna.
8. Miley Cyrus.
9. Lady Gaga.
10. Elmo.
11. Taylor Swift.
12. Spongebob Squarepants.
13. Soulja Boy.
14. Lil' Mama.
15. Katy Perry.
16. Britney Spears.
17. Ryan Sheckler.
18. Big Foot.
19. Randy Jackson.
20. Mariah Carey.
21. Colby O'donis.
22. The Black Eyed Peas.
23. Simon Cowell.
24. Flava Flav.
25. Chris Brown.
26. The Cookie Monster.
27. Akon.
28. Barney the Dinosaur.
29. Paris Hilton.
30. Ronald McDonald.
31. Jenifer Green wood.

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
None: Because I'm SEXY like that.
Black: Because I love weed.
Pink: Because I'm crazy like that.
Turquoise: ​Because I like to snort cocaine.
Brown: Because gummy bears raped me.
Polka Dots: Because I'm a tranny.
Purple: Because I'm gay.
Grey: Because I like shoelaces.
Yellow: Because I'm retarded.
Green: Because I'm a pimp.
Orange: Because I'm a mental retard.
Red: Because I love sex.
Blue: Because I have AMAZING boobs.
Tye dye: Because I'm a fucking scuba diver.
Graphic: Because that LOSER stole my taco.
Coral: Because a dolphin took my baby.
White: Because i have a great body.
Neony: That's just how I roll.

She Was Mine

So I hopped on a train

Three in the afternoon

I don't know when I'm coming back

But I hope it's soon

See I'd never thought, never thought that I'd leave your side

It's only physically

But now that you'll be on my mind

Twenty four hours at a time

Cause in my eyes you were mine

No matter where you go

I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby,

Love, love has no distance baby,

No, not when it comes to you and me

See she wrote me this letter

Said the weather wasn't better

But she said that she's doing fine

I wanna see you face to face

That's what she wrote to me that day

and I knew it was all a sign

So I wrote back with this song

Promise it won't be too long

Wanna make up for all our lost time

Cause in my eyes you were mine

No matter where you go

I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby,

Love, love has no distance baby,

No, not when it comes to you and me

So I'm looking through this boxes

My life's gone off track

Cause it's been three years

She hasn't written back

But in my eyes

She's still mine

I know it sounds stupid

to be waiting this long

But I'm still in love and I know I'm not wrong

Cause in my eyes

She was mine

No matter where you go

I won't be very far

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are

Cause love has no distance baby,

Love, love has no distance baby,

No, not when it comes to you and me

She Was Mine by A.J. Rafael feat. Jesse Barrera

~I know this lyric is somehow cheesy but whocares, I love it!

Could you differ?

When you were learning how to ride a bicycle, you'll ask a person to place a good grip on your bike, so that you won't fall.

The first time you were learning how to walk, you'd like someone to watch your back, so when you're about to fall, that someone will catch you, will leave you no harm, you're safe and sound.

Now that you've grown up, things changed a bit. You'll walk, yes, this time without anyone get a hold on you or to catch you when you fall. But in this path you're walking, you'll eventually find a person, a certain person, who will help you to stand once again everytime you fall.

ingin ditemukan

"sedang apa?"

"mencari orang."

"orang siapa?"

"si pasangan."

"mengapa?"

"karena setiap orang yang hilang ingin ditemukan."

RLA, 221209. 10:33 a.m.

The Hundredth, 17th, and the First.

I’m not gonna say “sorry for the lack updates” again, since that phrase seem had become quite famous in many posts of mine and in other blogs of others too. I opened this blog, now and then, but just stuck in the middle not knowing what to write. But now I have something I'd regret if I don't tell. Here I welcome you to the hundredth post of my blog!

Well, there are reasons why I keep postponing typing the words here. First of all, being a 12th grader is not an easy task, it keeps me from doing my routines which I love most like posting something to this blog, or even go surfing. Surfing the cyber world, I mean. The whole homeworks, tasks, exams, and also try outs are giving me a very severe and torturing pain in the ass, to the point where I originally think that I can’t do these kinds of things anymore. I still managed to watch some movies and DVDs though, thank God those watchings are able to keep me sane.

And my family and I moved into a new house. This moving doesn’t make a huge impact though, you need less than 5 minutes to reach my new house from the old one. Actually I hate moving. It’s silly how you need to unload your stuffs from your cupboard, your table, your bookshelves and other places, then you pack them into boxes, and you carry the boxes all the way to your new house, then after you arrive you need to get your things out of the boxes again, and lastly, you need to reload your shelves and cupboards and table with the appropriate things again. Isn’t that a hell lot tasks to do? Not to mention moving the furniture. So that is also my reason of not posting, I’m really, really exhausted. I even caught flu from the number of dusts I inhale. The only thing I love from moving to this house is that my room is pretty. And I love it so much. I’ll describe it later, cause I’ve got a bigger things, more important issue –at least for me- that I’d like to say.

I’m 17 years old now, yeaaay! ;p

I know I’m getting older and my lifespan is getting shorter but 17 is still 17. Like a birthday will always be a birthday. Someone doesn’t turn into 17 everyday, right? So based on that logic, I’d like to reserve my right to enjoy this day. The turning-seventeen thing actually doesn’t make any big impact on me. I’m not different than the person I was yesterday, though in some points, I’m improving. But this improval doesn’t really happen the second I’m a year older, it took place somewhere in the year I’m passing. It’s not like the things in games like Pokemon or whatelse in which when you reach a level, you’ll evolve. Our life is much more greater than games, put in account that every single thing we do evolves us in ways we might never noticed.

Sharing about the birthday event, God grants my wish to enjoy the day with every fraction of the second in it. To be honest, I knew that there'll be something someone gonna give to me. To be more exact, I was expecting a surprise. I know that's sad and many of you would think things like, "Oh you expecting a gift, or whatever? Poor you." But let me say that this is just normal. Why couldn't you expect something special on your special day?

Okay, let's continue. Judging the clues that have been given here and there, I know that my expectancy was not wrong. You know, the surprise thing and sort of. But I really don’t expect seven friends and a boyfriend of mine would show up in my room in the middle of the night while I was fast asleep. They are Edwin, Fandy, Astra, Pretet, Nindya, Syiki, Santi and Niken. They barged in to my room and woke me up by singing Happy Birthday. This was the thing I didn’t grasp a foresight. There are this huge board showing photos of my friends greeting happy birthday, and they were scrapped in a book too, not to mention the musical box and blueberry cheesecake. To sum it up, if you ask me a question goes like, “what do you think about today?” then I’ll answer, “Today is my day. It is totally sweet.”

Here are the evidences of the midnight surprise:

The best cake brought by the best man

Me opening the gift. It is a musical box with the tiny bear inside spinning when you open it. Oh I know my hair looked weird.

the board with the photos. Thanks for the greetings, all! :)))

the surpriser and the surprisee ;p

More words for December 11th 2009, it is me and my boyfriend first anniversary :---)))

We’ve been passed through all the rough times, so let’s just forget them and continue on, shall we? You’re so great that I’m so grateful to have you. Happy 1st anniversary boy, te amo!

Ten To One

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People
1. "I'm living at that green apartment by my own now, feel free to visit!"
2. "I could help you but I just don't want to. Sorry."
3. "Hey I got 100 for Physics! What, you got 20? Work harder then."
4. "Your poses in photos are unexceptionally disgusting."
5. "That's your prob, not mine."
6. "I got my novel published, let me treat you. What would you like?"
7. "You're talking bullshit."
8. "I hate you."
9. "I just bought this car with my first salary. I still save some for you, Mom."
10. "I just want to see you, I may say nothing. Are you still willing to come? Oh that's great. Okay, see you."

Nine things about myself
1. I love multitasking.
2. I tend to forget clicking the send button after I finished typing the message.
3. I had not taken a bath consecutively for 4 days.
4. I hate corn, but I love popcorn.
5. I need a cup of tea every morning.
6. I don't mind going out by myself.
7. I love playing with words, especially the one that rhymes. Eventhough their meanings have nothing to do with me.
8. I want my first child to be a girl.
9. I got really pissed when I got my plan severed.

Eight ways to win my heart
1. Sing me my favourite song.
2. Keen on music or sport or other hobbies.
3. Give me surprises.
4. Find out things about me no one else knows.
5. Be expressive.
6. Love kids.
7. Got his family as his first priority, even above me.
8. Spontaneously decide random things when going out with me.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. The upcoming tests
2. My boyfriend
3. My bedroom-going-to-be
4. My health
5. Twitter and blogspot
6. Messages in my inbox and sent items. Don't know why.
7. Me.

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. Salat al 'Isha.
2. Wash my face.
3. Listen to the best lullaby cd I've ever bought. Contains nature sounds like rain and waves and others.
4. Turn the lights off.
5. Pray and recite some parts of Quran soundlessly.
6. Close my eyes.

Five places I want to visit
1. London.
2. Japan.
3. The Leaning Tower.
4. Somewhere snowy.
5. My grandpa's grave.

Four things I'm wearing right now
1. Nearly white tee.
2. Red shorts.
3. Blanket.
4. Undies.

Three bands that I listen to often (Currently)
1. The Script.
2. Copeland.
3. Secondhand Serenade.

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Attend my youngest daughter's wedding.
2. Live in a house with my kind and loving husband.

One confession
1. I have no liking towards TV shows.

Copied from Nunu's blog.

Sunflower

"a sunflower will always gaze towards the sun with neither hate nor regret

it will continue to look up with a smile, even through strong wind and heavy rain

patiently bearing the pain, while waiting for the sun to shine once again

but the sunflower has never felt, or will it ever feel, any regret."

credit: www.lookthatflowers.com