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December 29, 2008

Blah Blah Blah

Many things happened in 2008. There were many best things, yet there were also things that were worst, come to think of it. Anyway, the previous post is weird, I really do want to forget it actually. haha
About the so-called TeSIS, too many things happened and those things are quite boring and don't fit through my liking so I'm not going to type anything about it. The worst part was that I had to go to Subang when all of my family were having a trip to Jogja. The part I hate the most is that they had gone before me, and came back after I'm home. My brother was home all the way, but he was just worsen the condition.
When I arrived at home from Subang, I didn't expect much about the food in home so I bought it in my way home, but then, I lost my appetite. The house was so filthy-dirty and smelled bad, made me cough--I guess my brother was smoking inside the house. What a guy. Dust and rubbishes everywhere, I couldn't believe he could live three days in such a house. So, instead of taking a rest, I had to clean the house up, moving inside and outside to throw rubbishes. Then this can't-sleep thing approached me, the last time I saw the clock it was 2 a.m, and I still couldn't sleep. craaaaaap

And about welcoming 2009, it had never been so quiet before. I mean, there were fireworks outside, but since I didn't go anywhere, and no one in my house having sleep trouble except me, I spent the night in front of my laptop, and spent the early dawn on my bed, talking on the phone with my friend. I fell asleep at 5.05, according to the log in my cellphone.
No resolutions for this year, I just wish I could be better. :-D

December 26, 2008

Not In a Harmony

8.00
"Pray to God to give you a great husband, at economy and religion, and most of all, love you."
"Do I not?"
"Think yourself."
8.05
"I'm going to work."
8.06
"Say sorry to your mother." (left)
8.06
(back)"Turn off your computer."(left)

Thursdays

Hmmm, thursdays. I just don't know why, but many things did happen on Thursday. haha

Both of my brothers (the older and the younger one) born on Thursday. And well, sometimes I just don't like them, but after all they are my siblings and this saying went so right, that blood is thicker than water. Unfortunately, I was born on Friday, not Thursday.

It was also Thursday when me and my 9th-grader friends went crazy and mad, hijacked (oh well, it's not hijacking actually, because we paid) a bus, and went straight to Dufan after school. It was the last day of the exams, if I'm not mistaken. The day was a lot of fun and I had got this very nice permission from my parents to get home late, because I'd proven my sayings and showed them the perfect score for Math, hahaha.

On March 29, 2007, of course it was Thursday, right a week after the previous Thursday I mentioned, two things occured. First, it was my mother's 41th birthday, and the rest of my family had worked really well to prepare a celebration for her, and the result was best. We really love you, Mom! :---D
But things at school didn't work that well. I felt so emotionally irritated because me and 14 (or thirteen, me forget) of my classmates were accused of cheating because we got the perfect scores for Math. The thing went so bad that even an administration guy felt that it was his right to talk about me and my friends. He even not a teacher, for God's sake. It went so bad that I cried, because this was the second time I got the perfect score, but no one accused me on cheating when I first got it. The next day, we have Sport, and one of my friend (that was accused also) intentionally kicked a ball so hard on a car, and to be exact, the administration guy's car. Unfortunately it was not able to do much on the car, haha.

The problem on the previous Thursday solved right a week after that, on Thursday again, in the school counselor's room. That teacher who accused us apologize and we apologized too, but it was only a formality, to be honest. I still can't forget, even though I did forgive her.

And it was also Thursday on my friend's 16th birthday, I skipped my English course to join my other friends who were arranging a surprise for her. It's fun, right, Nu? hahaha

Lastly, it was Thursday on my 16th birthday, and things went so great. No other comments for that day, LOVE IT :------D

How's your thursdays?

December 24, 2008

Kasih Ibu

Tidur yang singkat semalam diganggu oleh ketukan di pintu, dan nyokap pun masuk ke kamar.

Ibu: kita mau ke jogja loh!
Gue: (loading) oh iya iya
Ibu: kamu ikut kan?
Gue: hmmm (masih loading)
Ibu: ikut nggak?
Gue: hah ikut apaan? (mulai sadar)
Ibu: mau ke jogja, kalo ga jumat, sabtu
Gue: lah kan tesis dari sabtu sampe senin (udah sadar)
Ibu: oh iya ya. terus gimana dong?
Gue: ya gimana apanya, emang sampe tgl berapa?
Ibu: gatau deh, suka-suka
Gue: -_____-"

Singkat cerita, keluarga gue akan berlibur ke Jogja entah buat berapa hari sementara gue terjebak di Subang, melaksanakan suatu kegiatan sekolah yang anehnya berlangsung di waktu liburan.

Melalui tesis terasa semakin berat karena udah lama banget nggak ke Jogja, dan giliran mau ke Jogja malah gabisa ikut ckck.

Dan hari ini juga terasa lamaaaaaaaa banget dan menyebalkan, untung sempat dihiasi celotehan anak-anak kecil itu haha.

Hari ini temennya Azka (adek gue yang paling gede) dateng ke rumah dan main di ruang keluarga sama Faiz dan Mili (adek-adek gue yang lain). Berhubung gue lagi buka facebook jadi celotehan mereka pun sampai di kuping gue, dan ternyataaaaa bahan omongan dari dulu sampe sekarang ga berubah-ubah. Gue inget banget dulu lagu Kasih Ibu sering diplesetin, dan ternyata sampe sekarang masih begitu, ditambah beberapa kata di sana dan di sini jadi begini hahaha

Kasih Ibu,
Kepada beta-beti
Tak terhingga, sepanjang masa bodo
Hanya memberi gopek
Tak harap kembali cepek
Bagai sang surya menyinari dunia

Ngedenger lagi lagu yang diplesetin itu membuat gue bertanya-tanya akan banyak hal.
1. Kenapa beti? Beta kan saya, lah kalo beti itu siapa? haha
2. Kenapa sepanjang masa bodo? Apa maksudnya itu haha
3. Kenapa dia memberi gopek?
4.Kenapa dia nggak mau cepek?

Dan setelah merasa heran, akhirnya gue merasa aneh, karena ngapain juga mikirin yang kayak gitu. Namanya juga plesetan. Lucunya anak-anak. hahaha

Ada yang masih inget lelucon di kala sd? hahaha

December 23, 2008

eureka!

tidur itu enak, dan enak, dan enak, dan enak, tapi kenapa susaaaaaah?

just like last night, I felt so sleeeeepy and my eyes had gotten weary so I turned off the computer and the lamp, rolled myself under the blanket and hugged my bolster, and closed my eyes. I took a look at my cellphone first and I knew that it was 00.11 a.m. I rolled myself again and closed my eyes after reciting the prayer.

moment passed, I kept silent and kept my eye lid shut, but I just couldn't sleep.

Feeling helpless, I opened my eyes after a while and took another look at my cellphone, 2 a.m. already. ssssssucks



aaaaaah, ini udah kelewatan, karena hari sebelumnya juga gue baru tidur sekitar jam 3. baca novel ternyata ga bikin gue ngantuk, padahal tulisannya berderet-deret dan bikin pegel.

akhirnya gue menyalakan lampu lagi dan melihat jejeran buku2 di lemari, milih mana yang mau gue baca sampe akhirnya bisa tidur.

gue menarik sebuah novel dari jejerannya, tapi entah gimana tiba-tiba muncul buku berwarna ungu dengan foto seorang genius di sampul belakangnya, Om Michael Purba.




tiba-tiba semuanya menjadi begitu jelas, eureka!

dengan iseng, buku tersebut dibawa ke kasur dan dibuka2. hasilnyaaaa, kebangun jam setengah 7, dengan tangan masih nempel di buku itu hahaha.

eureka!

Holiday?

grrrr rasanya kayak nggak libur, gara-gara ada satu kegiatan sekolah bernama TeSIS yang dilaksanakan di waktu liburan.

rasanya nyebelin banget bangetan karena beberapa waktu tersita untuk mikirin kegiatan nggak jelas itu. katanya sih pas di sananya bakal seru, semoga aja deh.

kenapa harus dipikirin? karena sampai hari ini, yang notabene udah H-3, kelompok gue masih nggak berstruktur, bahkan ketua kelompoknya aja nggak jelas siapa haha.

akhirnya karena merasa was-was dan khawatir tugas kelompok nggak bakal selesai, gue mencoba menggarap latar belakang, yang kalo liat di contoh-contoh yang ada di perpus panjangnya bangeeeeeet. then I feel like I've underestimated it, gue bilang latar belakang itu cuma muter-muter omongan doang. ternyata nggak segampang itu, ato emang gampang tapi gue yang kekurangan kemampuan bahasa? hahaha

jadi sampai hari ini, gue nyaris ga kemana-mana, cuma sedikit pergi ke sekolah temen gue yang lagi ngadain acara kompetisi gitu, dan nonton beberapa film yang kurang pas di mata hahaha. hmm the other boleyn girl nggak seburuk itu, cukup menarik kecuali di bagian Jim Sturgess dipenggal (grrrr he's so good-looking) dan di bagian-bagian tertentu itu (yang sebaiknya tidak dideskripsikan).
the contract alurnya lamaaaaaa banget dan punya review yang menipu di cineplex, katanya thriller, tapi ternyata lebih ke action yang bikin ngantuk. gue jadi ga ngerti jalan ceritanya haha dan temen gue malah tidur.
quarantine. objektifnya sih seru-seru aja, mirip resident evil yang zombie-zombie itu, tapi kondisi di film ini cuma dalam satu gedung yang terjangkit virus rabies. karena nggak baca review film ini, gue pikir cuma setan-setanan tapi ternyata thriller, yang tidak menyenangkan. terutama pas orang-orang yang terjangkit mulai menggigit-gigit orang lain, dengan kata lain menyebar virus itu. pemerintah yang mengetahui keberadaan virus di gedung itu before hand, menyegel gedung itu dan menempatkan FBI (kayaknya, gue lupa itu FBI apa bukan haha) supaya ga ada yang keluar dari gedung itu. tapi di dalam gedung waktu itu udah ada beberapa orang yang terjangkit, dan lebih banyak yang masih sehat. mereka merasa dikurung dan berusaha keluar, tapi yang berusaha nyobek segel dan lompat dari jendela langsung ditembak sama FBInya. tim CDC (central disease control or something) dikirim buat ngecek virus itu, yang notabene harus pake sampel sel otak, jadi dibor gitu deh hueeeeeks. singkatnya virus mulai menyebar dan ada adegan dimana mereka saling menuduh siapa yang udah terjangkit, dan terjadi kejadian yang bikin syok, udah agak lupa sih. pake bahasa indonesia aja yaa biar gampang. intinya kyk gini deh. oiya fyi, disini ada kondisi anak kecil sakit, punya anjing bernama max yang dibawa ayahnya ke dokter dan nggak balik-balik, jadi anak itu digendong sama ibunya.
Man1: darimana sih asal virus itu?
CDC man: saya nggak tau apa-apa
Police: (marah2) lo pasti tau sesuatu kenapa kita sampe dikurung gini. cepetan ngomong, sialan! (mau mukul gitu)
CDC man: tadi ada seorang pria membawa anjing ke dokter hewan, dan anjing itu menggigiti hewan-hewan yang ada di klinik itu dan semua hewan itu mulai berperilaku aneh
Reporter: apakah anjing itu.. (melirik anak kecil yang digendong) bernama Max?
CDC man: yes.
(semua langsung memandang ibu yang menggendong anak kecil itu)
The mother: tidak, dia cuma kena bronkitis (mengacu pada anaknya)
Other characters: ayolah, dia harus diperiksa
The mother: (nggak mau anaknya dibor) nggak, sungguh, dia cuma sakit biasa
Other characters: (memaksa-maksa ibu itu, lupa omongannya apa)
The mother: (keukeuh anaknya ga kena virus itu)
dan tiba-tiba si anak yang digendong dan dilindungi si ibu itu menggigit si ibu aw aw aw aw
agak frightening bgt yaaaaaaa
singkatnya, tinggal 2 orang yang tersisa, yaitu si reporter dan cameraman, mereka kabur sampe ke loteng gitu karena semua orang udah terjangkit. dengan cahaya dari camera, si cameraman ngecek attic gedung itu daaaaan ada sosok makhluk manusia yang kayaknya udah bertransformasi jadi hewan, nasty disgusting gimanaaaa gt jadi deh bangunan itu isinya gituan semua haha. karena ga kuat nonton film ginian, gue lebih sering nutup mata daripada buka haha.
well that's all, I guess. haha

December 22, 2008

try-out

haloo haloo haloo.
I'm just thinking of writing something, so let's try it out.

kenapa gue bikin blog ini?
karena blog sebelumnya yang ada di fs udah ga berbentuk, aneh, dan bikin males aja karena fs nya juga udah ga diurus hahaha

kenapa beeep-beeep keep deep?
karena ending sound nya sama semua dan menarik, jadi yaudah deh hahaha

by the way, gue baru baca the virgin suicides. daaaaan novel itu kurang bagus dibaca orang2 yg kalo ngebaca langsung membayangkan. kenapa? karena yaaa agak bahaya aja, bukan konsumsi bulan puasa deh haha (emang kalo bukan bulan puasa jadi boleh? hahaha)
bercerita tentang lima gadis yang bunuh diri karena terkekang oleh orang tuanya yang aneh dan kolot. yang bikin heran, kenapa sampe pada milih mati yaaa padahal kan bisa aja kabur. ckck.

life is weird, but that's life