Kids

My home has been so quiet lately. It's not because everyone's going, but because the children--my younger siblings-- are sick. The two youngest are still sick at the time I type this post. Since they still sleep together, the disease spread among them, makes it harder to cure. Cepet sembuh yaaa deeeek (ga tahan mau mainin anak2 kecil haha)

When I came home this afternoon, I was surprised that there were four guests in my house. They are two teachers from my little bro's school, and also two friends of his. They came to visit my little brother, Faiz, who hasn't go to the school for days. They read the get-well-soon notes from Faiz's classmates together. Sweet, right? I can't help myself hearing the notes after all, and since the writers are still the first-grader, it is much fun hearing that. hahaha
I remember one of them goes like this:
Faiz cepet sembuh yaa, tapi kalo udah sembuh jangan nakal nanti sakit lagi loh.
and I feel like I can't stop myself from laughing so I go to my room and laugh there. hahahahaa

Kids are...............totally sweet. And funny. And so play-able. :--D

Pathetic

What about the title of this post? It's just go perfect with me right now.

Pathetic.
–adjective
1. causing or evoking pity, sympathetic sadness, sorrow, etc.; pitiful; pitiable: a pathetic letter; a pathetic sight; a pathetic human?
2. affecting or moving the feelings.
3. pertaining to or caused by the feelings.
4. miserably or contemptibly inadequate. Yep, inadequate love from me to myself. I have enough hatred towards myself, though.

The adjective describes what inspires or deserves pity. Something pathetic elicits sympathetic sadness and compassion.

World and Time

Sometimes I found this world too boring, may be too big, too mighty for any person, or maybe I should say for a person like me. I am just an empty existence. An existence that doesn't really exist, just like a drop of water in the sea. Each person needs attention, right? Each person has the right to be recognized. Humans are social creatures after all.

What is human? To the world he's just nothing. It's not the person that matters. It's not about what has been done or what has not. It's not about who is exist and who isn't, it's just that.. That the world has no concern on people living in it.

The world and his friend time, two egoist children, the spoiled brats. Do not care of anything. Who are happy, who are sad, who are respected, who are rejected, who are loved, who are abandoned, who are lived or the ones that dead, can't stop them from going. Turning, eating every lifespan of everyone.

What to do, if everything just means nothing? Where to run? The world is too big to run away. Choosing death? No, no attention will be drawn from that.



.....empty. World is just too cold.

Wonderwall

Actually I've done this following thing, in one of my notes in facebook, click here if you wanna see. I just thought it's quite funny, so I did it again (ooops I did it again hahahaha). Anybody wanna try? Try it, people.

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
In A Rush - Blackstreet
(sori gue lagi buru-buru)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Love Song - Sara Bareilles
(nggak nyambung)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Oh, It Is Love - Hellogoodbye
(...so?)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Won't Dance - Frank Sinatra
(lagi nggak pengen joget)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Slow Me Down - Emmy Rossum
(pelan-pelan aja..)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
How Deep Is Your Love - The Bird and The Bee
(nggak nyambung lagi)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Someday - John Legend
(perlu dicerna nih maksudnya)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Bad Day - Daniel Powter
(okay, I'm having a bad day)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Perfect - Simple Plan
(okay, I'm getting stupid)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Twenty Something - Jamie Cullum
(dia umurnya 20an. gilee siapa tuh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everything's Magic - Ava
(okee, mungkin dia penyihir)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I Want to Hold Your Hand - The Beatles
(maksudnyaaa?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Glory of Love - Peter Cetera
(well?)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Bella Luna - Jason Mraz
(mungkin gue akan ganti nama suatu saat nanti jadi Bella atau Luna)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
(haaaa nggak doong)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Built to Last - Melee
(okay, we're built to last)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Knights of Cydonia - Muse
(okay, gue hobi jadi ksatria)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
How to Save A Life - The Fray
(gue tau rahasia menyelamatkan hidup, haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins
(wew)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
You And I Both - Jason Mraz
(what theeeee? jelek banget)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade
(okaaaay okaaaay)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Swear It Again - Westlife
(udah ga jaman main suer-sueran)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Especially For You - MYMP
(waduh)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Officially Yours - Craig David
(jadi..?)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
The Colour of Love - Boyz II Men
(kayaknya iya ya)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Deep Inside Of You - Third Eye Blind
(ya, ada sesuatu di dalam diri gue)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hanya Untukmu - Ran
(oke, apa maksudnya?)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Say - John Mayer
(okay people, no one say anything, I'm sooooo scared hahaha)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias
(ya ya gue perlu berubah. jadi power ranger)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Wonderwall - Oasis
(well, okay)

yes?

Yes is a word consists of three letters, the 25th letter of the alphabet, the 5th, and the 19th. If it is translated to Indonesian, we have another word consists of three letters also, "iya", a combination of the 9th letter, the 25th, and the very first letter.

What was this all about yes? It's about a film I recently saw actually. Starring Jim Carrey, the movie creates a lot of laughter. I saw the movie twice, with almost the same people but with many others at the second time.

Carl (Jim Carrey) works in a bank. His duty is whether approving the customer's applicant about borrowing money from the bank or declining it. His life is such a boring one, with he saying no to almost everything other people asked him. It's like living alone, too lazy to go outside. He even forgot to attend his friend's engagement party. Then he met a friend of his who persuades him to go to a "Yes" seminar, which finally attended by him, with things going worse.
Then he starts saying yes to whatever he asked to, and his life turns completely different. He gets promotion, he gets his friends' trust back, many other good things, and he finally finds a love of his life (replacing his wife). Things become complicated when the girl knows that Carl just has to say yes to everything, which means she doesn't know whether Carl has loved her because he really does or not. Accusing him of lying, she left.

The rest of the story, I guess you should watch the movie yourself, folks. haha see ya

tanya jawab lalalala

1. Nama sekolah kamu?
SMA Negeri 8 Jakarta

2. Nama ketua kelas kamu?
Zharfan

3. Jabatan kamu dikelas?
murid biasa...

4. Guru yg paling killer?
ngga ada ah.

5. Nama kepsek kamu?
Pak Nanang

6. Nama wakepsek kamu?
.. (siapa aja sih? lupa hahahaha)

7. Pernah jadi ketua kelas?
nggak dong

8. Pelajaran yg paling ga suka?
yang ada gurunya. hahaha

9. Kegiatan rutin kamu di kelas?
belajar (boong), ngobrol, makan, dengerin lagu di jam pelajaran

10. Pernah diskors?
nggak dong

11. Sering dihukum?
waktu smp hampir tiap hari

12. Sering buat PR di sekolah?
banget

13. Tempat duduk diatur ga?
nggak tapi permanen

14. Nomer absen kamu?
35

15. Kamu jurusan IPA/IPS/Bahasa?
IPA

16. Suka bolos ga?
bangeeeet apalagi kalo ga dimarahin hahaha

17. Sering rame?
yaaaa

18. Ada ade kelas yg rese?
mari kita liat saat kader dimulai

19. Kalo kakak kelas?
santai aja lah. haha

20. Boleh bawa hp ke sekolah?
Boleeh

21. Pernah berantem di sekolah?
ngga

22. Pelajaran yg paling kamu suka?
yang ngga ada gurunya

23. Tempat favourite di sekolah?
aula ab! tempat cabut hahaha

24. Ada kantin ga?
masa nggak ada sih

25. Suka langgar peraturan ga?
obviously

26. Baju suka dikeluarin?
kyknya jarang dimasukin deh. haha

27. Suka nyontek?
ya bukannya suka juga. terpaksa sih. hahaha

28. Nama panggilan kamu kalo di sekolah?
rifda, iriph

29. Pesan buat angkatan di bawah kamu?
masuk pua yaaa

30. tag?
siapa aja yang liat lah

Quetions & Answers

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.” After that tag 10 People.

The age of my next birthday

yak yang muncul adalah poster ini sodara sodara hahahaha

A place I'd like to travel to

The Leaning Tower, Pisa, Italy. penasaran aja kenapa bisa miring gitu

Favourite Place

kamar tidur yang temboknya dicat ijoooo

Favourite Food

Blueberry cheesecaaaaaaaaaake :-D

Favourite Things

friendssss

noveeeel

Favourite Colour

I loove greeen

A city where I was born

Jakartaa

A city which I have ever lived in

Jakartaaaaaaa

A nickname I have

Rhode Island Food Dealers Association (RIFDA, iriph ga ada haha)

College major

dont know yet

Name of my love

:-)))


A bad habit

mukul-mukul bantal kalo stress

A hobby

reading

Tag: siapa aja yang liat post ini

Rain

I've always loved rain, and I still do, but rain causes troubles also. First, flood. Rain keeps falling down these days, and with the help from Jakarta people who consciously throw rubbishes everywhere , no wonder the flood occurs. Bukannya bermaksud munafik, gue juga seneng banjir karena sekolah jadi libur hawhaw tapi kalo diliat dari sudut pandang lain, kasian bgt ga sih orang2 yg kebanjiran itu? We need no more disasters, we've had enough, so why add them?
Second, diseases. It doesn't mean diseases only appear at rainy season, but many diseases like cold and fever approach people these days. I caught cold several days ago, thankfully I recovered quite fast. Connected to the recently occured flood, people who are caught in it and can't get clean water could suffer diarrhea easily. It's troublesome.
Third, it causes traffic jam! Yeah, this trouble is because the drainage was fulfilled by rubbishes instead of water, so water, whose ways were stolen by the rubbishes leak from the drainage to the roads and streets, make it hard for vehicles to go pass fast.
Other trouble, is the sudden falling of the rain. It is hard to predict, eventhough we could see that the sky is dark and cloudy and sort of things like that, we can't predict an exact time the rain will fall. This could ruin your plan for the day, especially when you're not going to use a car.

But well, I still loooove rain, simply because I like it. I don't mind get caught in a rain, so I just don't really like the idea of taking a taxi just because of a silly rain. I felt so happy when I finally got caught in a rain after long time not, haha. That was yesterday. I didn't have to attend the school because the flood occured right at the school and around it. I went, with my very guy and two friends of mine, and watched a movie instead of attending my english course. The movie, Yes Man, is really really fun, I guess I'll write about it in the next post.
The time showed 6 p.m. Time to go home, I thought. So I went home with him, riding the motorcycle quite peacefully when this rain suddenly poured on us. First line that go through my head: ASIIIK UJAN-UJANAAAAAN :-D tapi kemudian gue merasa itu pikiran yang agak bodoh, karena seharusnya kan gue les, jadi kalo pulang2 gue basah2 kayak abis nyemplung dari kolam renang kan aneh. Akhirnya berteduh, dan sempet ada perbincangan aneh, ada yang nyaranin naik taksi gitu deh hahaha ga kali yaaa. Sebenernya ga aneh sih, it's just that I'm not familiar with leaving people in not so good condition or worse than that while I'm so safe and sound. Tapi akhirnya ujannya berenti gitu jadi pulang deh. Nyampe rumah pas kyk jam pulang les, jadi, no angry parents waiting me. :--D

Still, rain is somehow romantic, cold and warm at the same time.

Maturity

Human gains age, becomes older and older as he lives his life. Each human has his own way to live, to behave and everything else, according to his liking.

Like I've typed above as the title of this post, maturity is what I'm going to talk about. From wikipedia, maturity is a psychological term used to indicate that a person responds to a circumstance or environment in an appropriate manner. Maturity also encompasses being aware of the correct time and place to behave and act in serious or non serious way.

On my own opinion, maturity is an ability to accept, to receive, and to endure when things not go according to one's liking. It is hard to do, it really is. I guess it is also right if I say that a mature person will not blame others of a mistake, he'll look at him as the culprit first, later on he'll look at others, not as the culprits of the problem, but as partners, or at least respondents, to help him fix the mistake.
A mature person will not allowed himself to break to anger of small mistakes. A mature person will keep his emotions safe and still, instead of kicking things when he is angered (this refer to a specific person actually, but he'll never notice haha).
But, a judgement whether a person is mature or not could not just be judged by his own point of view, but also from the observers around him. Observers here are the people who are in contact with the person, so they know about him. Therefore, one's maturity is not measured solely on how he views himself, but also on how others view him.
Actually talking about maturity is so not me, because I'm not, to much extent, mature, and I do find it difficult to fully understand. It is just that I saw some actions and behaviours from a specific person I've mentioned before, and eventhough that actions not directed to me, but to another person, it feels so bad, and from two points of view, so not mature.

May by another age I gain, I could be a mature person, haha.

Eleven

This post should be posted yesterday actually, but it has no difference, though.
The weekend is not so good, many things go against my will and I just can't do anything to fix them or I can say, I actually had had enough of them.
Still, in the calendar yesterday was dated 11. Happy one month deaaaaar :)

self

I don't feel too well these days, don't know why. Both mentally and physically. Physically, I just got this headache and it don't come off for such a long time, really bothering me. Oftentimes I feel like I have to fill my stomach with something, I do feel hungry that times, but when the food have come to my very mouth, I feel a kind of nausea. But then I force myself to eat, thinking I will feel better, unluckily, I don't.

Mentally, I'm really irritated of things that are going in my house, making it not a home but just a plain place to sleep, maybe eat. Having a quite and peaceful house is just like a dream, I've tasted many times... no other word to describe them, they were just really, really bad. Maybe the worst thing ever. It's like saying "hey, please realize that I'm here and listening," but no one not busy enough to answer the statement, or at least do something to respond.
Things at school are going quite well, laughing here and there, quite a good disguise, actually. haha

2009

By the way, the year 2009 is started on Thursday, and ended on Thursday too. haha