Ten To One

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People
1. "I'm living at that green apartment by my own now, feel free to visit!"
2. "I could help you but I just don't want to. Sorry."
3. "Hey I got 100 for Physics! What, you got 20? Work harder then."
4. "Your poses in photos are unexceptionally disgusting."
5. "That's your prob, not mine."
6. "I got my novel published, let me treat you. What would you like?"
7. "You're talking bullshit."
8. "I hate you."
9. "I just bought this car with my first salary. I still save some for you, Mom."
10. "I just want to see you, I may say nothing. Are you still willing to come? Oh that's great. Okay, see you."

Nine things about myself
1. I love multitasking.
2. I tend to forget clicking the send button after I finished typing the message.
3. I had not taken a bath consecutively for 4 days.
4. I hate corn, but I love popcorn.
5. I need a cup of tea every morning.
6. I don't mind going out by myself.
7. I love playing with words, especially the one that rhymes. Eventhough their meanings have nothing to do with me.
8. I want my first child to be a girl.
9. I got really pissed when I got my plan severed.

Eight ways to win my heart
1. Sing me my favourite song.
2. Keen on music or sport or other hobbies.
3. Give me surprises.
4. Find out things about me no one else knows.
5. Be expressive.
6. Love kids.
7. Got his family as his first priority, even above me.
8. Spontaneously decide random things when going out with me.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. The upcoming tests
2. My boyfriend
3. My bedroom-going-to-be
4. My health
5. Twitter and blogspot
6. Messages in my inbox and sent items. Don't know why.
7. Me.

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. Salat al 'Isha.
2. Wash my face.
3. Listen to the best lullaby cd I've ever bought. Contains nature sounds like rain and waves and others.
4. Turn the lights off.
5. Pray and recite some parts of Quran soundlessly.
6. Close my eyes.

Five places I want to visit
1. London.
2. Japan.
3. The Leaning Tower.
4. Somewhere snowy.
5. My grandpa's grave.

Four things I'm wearing right now
1. Nearly white tee.
2. Red shorts.
3. Blanket.
4. Undies.

Three bands that I listen to often (Currently)
1. The Script.
2. Copeland.
3. Secondhand Serenade.

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Attend my youngest daughter's wedding.
2. Live in a house with my kind and loving husband.

One confession
1. I have no liking towards TV shows.

Copied from Nunu's blog.

Sunflower

"a sunflower will always gaze towards the sun with neither hate nor regret

it will continue to look up with a smile, even through strong wind and heavy rain

patiently bearing the pain, while waiting for the sun to shine once again

but the sunflower has never felt, or will it ever feel, any regret."

credit: www.lookthatflowers.com

The Rest of Your Life

-When Harry Met Sally

A Confession

I might be a hypocrite, to take the words I've said back. I might be so low, to shallow back all the things I've said and done. I might sound like a liar, said something at the first seconds then after that I said that I didn't mean it to be like that. I might be one asshole, judging here and there without thoroughly knowing. I might be stupid, to not hold on my own conscience. I might be the spoiled brat who seems to haven't been satisfied by anything. But I just can't lie.

How can I not love you?

What do I tell my heart?

When do I not want you here in my arms?

How does one waltz away from all of the memories?

How do I not miss you when you are gone?

How can I not love you?

...this is for you.

What You Have

Everything that we have, should be held tight, should be appreciated, should be placed at your best care, at your best concern. Because there'll be someday when they slip away from you, when nothing you do could take them back.

What you have right now are the ones that want to capture your very attention. They'll wish to whisper to your conscience if they could, to thank you when you treat them well. So why hesitate? Why ignoring instead of caring?

You don't have much time. Now is all you have, since the past has gone and the future is not yours to see. Appreciate them. Be grateful.