A girl

When a girl was created,
she didn't know with who she will be lifted
When a girl was born,
she couldn't think about even one reason
When a girl was growing up,
she was trying to figure things out
When a girl was smiling,
she was trying to hide everything
When a girl was laughing,
she was trying to escape from something
When a girl was keeping her mouth shut,
she was afraid of something she really doubt
When a girl was walking away,
she was hoping for someone to lead the way
When a girl closed her eyes,
she was wishing to have the ability of forgetting minds
When the day turns to night,
there was she sleeping tight

Rifda L. Afina
February 15th 2008

Princess and The Pauper

Times ago, my little sister watched her barbie DVD collections and when I happened to play with her I ended up watching the movie with her. The movie was...... childish, and quite full of songs, but I was attracted to a very catchy verse in one of the songs.

Once a lass met a lad.
"You're a gentle one," said she.
"In my heart, I'd be glad if you love me for me."
"You said your love is true, and I hope that it will be."
"I'd be sure if I knew that you love me for me."
"Could I be the one you're seeking? Will I be the one you choose?"
"Could you tell my heart is speaking? My heart will give you clues."
"What you see might be deceiving, truth lies underneath the skin."
"Hope will blossom my believing, the heart that lies withing."
"I'll be yours, together we shall always be as one, if you love me for me."
"Who can say where will go? Who can promise what will be? But I'll stay by your side if you love me for me."
If you love me for me..........

The red one is the verse sang by the barbie and the blue one sang by the guy.

Weird Dream

Post kali ini cukup dengan bahasa sehari-hari saja karena gue bingung mengungkapkan beberapa kata haha miskin vocab.

Gue mengalami mimpi yang sangat aneh, membuat gue terbangun dengan bingung, mau ketawa apa ketakutan haha. Jadi, karena hari jumat gue bangun pagi banget untuk belajar kimia (yang belakangan gue sesali karena ga guna), sekitar jam 9-10 malam gue sudah terlelap. tidur ga nyenyak karena gue bermimpi bahwa gue memiliki kemampuan membangunkan mayat dan membuat mayat itu berlaku aneh.

Adegan terakhir yang gue saksikan adalah gue entah berada di kuburan atau dimana tapi yang jelas gue duduk di bangku kelas. Lalu ada seseorang yang meminta gue membuktikan kemampuan gue tersebut. Akhirnya gue mengangkat tangan dan seorang (bener ga sih seorang?) mayat melayang dari kuburnya. Untuk membuktikan bahwa gue sanggup membuat mayat itu berlaku sesuai kemauan gue, gue bilang ke sesorang itu, "nanti gue buat dia ngomong." Terus ceritanya gue berkonsentrasi atau apalah gitu dan membuat mayat yang tadi melayang itu berteriak, "COLDPLAY!"


....(terbangun pada pukul 4 pagi dan tidak sanggup berkata-kata)

The Third Eleven

Three

Three is a number, a natural number following 2 and preceding 4.

In China, three is considered the good number.
Some people say, "Third time charms."
The sentence "I love you" consists of three words.

today, three is everywhere.
today is Wednesday, the third day of the week.
this month is March, the third month of the year.
today is the third eleven of the year.

Dedicated to my very best man, whose name consists of three words. Three words for you, happy three months :-D

another personality test

blogwalking this very morning and found this interesting personality test from Paper Dreams.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.





it's awesomely right. give it a try here, people.

Sneezing

Sneezing. This is what I've been doing for days, from last Tuesday. And I just can't stop. The midterm test is right away in front of my nose but I don't feel too well to even study. AAAA why should I be sick at this kind of time? I prefer being sick in school days, you know. Not in a long weekend nor in the time I should have been studying -______-

maybe I suffer this influenza thing because I got rained quite a few times several days ago. I expect getting sick several days ago, why do I have to be sick now? -_____-

Books

I bought two novels quite recently, the first one titled Tintenherz and the other one is The 5 People You Meet In Heaven.

First, Tintenherz.


It's a fantasy novel, and, as you can see from the language used in the title, it's written by a Germany, Cornelia Funke. The story is about a man nicknamed Mo who can pull out fictional characters from a book by simply reading it out loud. Things become complicated when he pulled out two antagonist character from a book called Tintenherz. Those two antagonist characters, Capricorn and Basta, asked Mo to pull out other characters or beneficial things like money out of the book, to help them take control of the world. But all actions make reactions. When fictional things are being pulled out of the book, real humans or creatures are like being sucked into the book. Things become even more complicated when his only daughter can also do that.
Tintenherz is the first book of the trilogy, so there are still other two books, Tintenblut and Tintentod, which I haven't read. Tintenherz had been filmed, starring Brendan Fraser.
You can see the trailer here.
This novel scores 9 out of 10, I guess.



The 5 People You Meet in Heaven.

This book is written by Mitch Albom. I can't find any other suitable words for this book. It's perfect. It's like teaching me some morals, but still interesting in many ways. Actually, my liking to this book grows even more bigger because the main character is dead. haha
Two thumbs up!

Onion

Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.
- Carl Sandburg


That statement is..... right. Life is exactly like that. Every time I do any actions, I grasp other facts about this life, other truth, or maybe lies, anything. Sometimes things in life go wrong, and I feel like the more I know, the more I feel sad. Sometimes weeping can make it feel more at ease. If only I can weep when I want to.......

Weeping is the process of shedding tears. Many people weep when they feel sad. But then, it's not only sadness triggers the tears to fall down. Most likely, people weep when they need to find any way to stabilize their emotion. It doesn't mean that the emotion is not stable, but the emotion is pumping up, so they need any way to, mm maybe exhale it? Me myself, almost can't weep when I feel sad. Instead, I feel like weeping when I am so angry, or mad, or when I find, see or experience something touching.
Lately, I really want to weep. But I guess my ability of weeping is escaping me.


... may this Saturday be fine.