X-E, XI-F, XII-G

The holiday is overrrrrrr. I don't know how to fully express that I hate it. I hate leaving my bed earlier starting from tomorrow. And for today, my last day before school, I have nothing to do to satisfy a bit of my holiday fever. Gosh, if only today never ends!

Oh the classes I mention at the title of this post are my classes during the three years of my senior high. Pretty cool, right? haha sorry for the boring post anyway. I do bored.
Praying for a fantastic third year, be seeing you later!

The Lost of The Monsters

Bangun pagi hari ini dan menyadari ada yang hilang......... Nggak ada kartun anak-anak yang menghiasi layar kaca. Nggak ada celotehan dan bunyi langkah kaki anak-anak yang berlarian mengitari ruangan. Semuanya jadi terlalu.........sepi. wahaha. This was all because the three adorable monsters are having their holiday in my aunt's home far away there in Bogor. Without those three monsters, it feels like the speaker of my house is being turned off. I gotta admit this was a big loss and made me sense a little bit of, well maybe not little, missing.

So, maybe this is the time. Lass and lads, I'm proudly introduced...

The three monsters.

left to right: Faiz, Mili, Azka

Let me describe from the oldest to the youngest.

1. Afla Azka Alia (Azka)

As you can see at the picture, she's the one with a bit slanted eyes and straight brownish hair. The picture doesn't tell that she has rabbit-like front teeth. Her bad habit, sucking her thumbs, caused this. In her playing with her younger siblings, she acted as their boss, sometimes sounded too old for her age. Oh and she had some experiences with the doctors' needles. These needles I'm talking about are the real needles, you know, not for injection but for sewing the skin, or scalp. She got her head and also the upper side of her left eye bleed when she was little. At first I dislike her born, from the so-called envy feeling since I was no longer the youngest. But that feeling gradually disappeared, fortunately haha.

Unlike me, she has some gifts at drawing. For an almost nine-years-old kid, which she will be on July 23rd, she had her way with all sorts of drawing tools,

from coloured pencils to acrylic paint. She had drawn on canvas too. I'm totally beated. Shapes and colours are so not me, after all.

2. Faiz Faruqi Fadhillah (Faiz)

I'm not wrong if I said this guy is the most monstrous of the three. He was the main source of all noises in our home. Turned to 7 years old last June 6th, he had grown far above his average friends. His hands are as big as mine! His punches and kicks do hurt. He has bad tempered and so he was easily annoyed buy anything. Mom still considering of letting him to a karate class or sort of. Just beware.

3. Kamilia Silmi Fariha (Mili)

The youngest of the three, and my favorite. I know it was unfair to treat one of your younger siblings differently, but it can't be helped. She's the kindest, and the most frail. She's being bullied sometimes by the other two haha but everytime she's going to buy things, she spends more for her elder brother and sister than for herself. She inherited my mother's kindness perfectly.

Back then when she was still few weeks old, an accident happen in my house. An enormous bang occured in my kitchen, happened from the leakage of the gas, while she was sleeping in a room right next to the kitchen. The bang had even flown the airconditioner, it was a miracle it didn't hit her. She slept right under the air conditioner. From then on, her motoric growth slowed down. She didn't talk or move much. We brought her to a therapist, and thanks to her, here we gifted with a chatty girl here.

isn't she adorable? :P

now I'm going to enjoy the rare peace and quiet,

be seeing you soon!

The Red Liquid

I'm having too much time lately that I'm gonna post other chains of words here. what am I gonna type here anyway? Let's see, hmm, I'm going to talk about this red thing we carry everywhere, this amazingly constructed liquid which was always on its move.

I googled it then, to knew more about this red liquid called blood. And I found these facts:

- Two million red blood cells die every second. And they were about to be reproduced. See, two million isn't few.

- Seven percent of humans body weight is made up of blood. The blood weighs more than even the brain, our central control of activities! Our brain only made up two percent of our body weight anyway.

- Each day more than 300 gallons of recycled blood are pumped through the kidneys. No wonder we need more than 8 cups of water a day. Okay people, if you love your kidneys and you don't want your blood to be dialised by machine, drink mineral water in an adequate amount.

- By donating one pint of blood, four lives can be saved. Okay I don't know how could a pint of blood save four people in a row, but this was what the scientists had said, so, in much respect, I believe this fact. And uh anyway donating blood is healthy for the donor himself. So why hesitate? Donate your blood pals.

- Someone needs blood every two seconds. Okay, read this sentence, it will take about 5 seconds. While you're reading, two people or more need blood.

- A woman has approximately 4.5 liters of blood, while men have 5.6 liters. Maybe this is one of the reasons why us women always get their moods upside down while having our period. We got less amount of blood than men, but why us spill them like downpour, not men?

- Your blood takes a really long trip through your body. If you could streched out all of a human's blood vessels, they would be about 60,000 miles long. That's enough to go around the world twice. And I've never been around the world for even once!

- A newborn baby has about one cup of blood in his body. Is that the reason newborn babies looked so pale and frail?

- Donating blood only takes an hour of your time then you can prolong other people's lifespan.

- There is no substitute for human blood. So don't ever spill your blood unless necessary. Our blood is really precious.

I can't imagine how could I live if I have no blood, can you?

Rally

Another finally, after a long and seemed-forever 10 days, I met my boyfriend at the eleventh day from out last meeting, that was yesterday. I'd been missing him sooooo much I felt like pinching his cheek til it goes red hahaha. And so, we--or me myself, actually-- decided to watch movies in a day. Well all we watched were just Inkheart and Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs.

Firstly, Inkheart.

The string that pulls me into this film is that I've read the novel, I'd mentioned it in my previous post. Unluckily, I lost my interest to this film since it was well, boring. Maybe it's because I'd read the novel before so I knew the exact story which was shortened and manipulated there, from hundreds of pages into a series of moving pictures that lasted for about 1 hour and 50 minutes. And the sound effect isn't good. It's bad, honestly.

Overall, this movie scores 3 out of 10.

Next, Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs.

Just like all sequel of Ice Age, this one is hilarious, and ridiculous, I should say. While Manny and Elly are going to have their baby--Manny became a freak father-going-to-be who ran through hills and valley everytime Elly said the baby's moving, Diego keeps thinking that he doesn't fit anymore in that friendly environment, thinking that it kills his natural instinct of hunting preys and sort of. He decided to leave. On the other hand, Sid the Sloth accidentally fell into a hole in the ice and found three eggs, which were, obviously, Dinosaur's eggs. He kept them instead of leave them there, disobeying Manny's advice. Things turned out upside down there, an angry Dinosaur raged out of the hole searching for her eggs which had turned into three baby dinosaurs. The three babies had believed that Sid was their Mom, and so the Momma Dinosaur bring all the four back into her nest under the ice, in the area where dinosaurs still exist. From here on, Diego (joined the team back from seeing Sid helpless), Manny, the pregnant Elly, the possum twins went under the ice, searching for Sid. New characters here were Buck, a weasel which acted as the rescue team's guide, and Rudy, the evil dino, which was their most dangerous enemy.

This film ranks 9 of 10. Go watch this film folks!

And I'm going to tell one stupid thing I did experience yesterday. I fell asleep while my boyfriend was riding me home on his motorcycle. Am I not stupid? I might fall off or something! Thank God I stayed alive and still.

Oh quick update, I changed a bit of my blog template. I didn't say I like it, I just chose colors randomly out of boredom that I barely notice.

okay, that's all for now. See ya!

Finally

Long time no see folks, sorry for not updating. The first thing I wanna say is, I'm finally hoooooooome!

These days that had been passed were all exhausting. I got my body worked exceed its limit since 27th of June til yesterday, July the fifth. I was spending my holiday, and it's extremely tiring.

I went to Singapore from June 27th until July 1st. Mom transformed immediately to a monstrous shopping bug there and I ended up as a porter. Thank people who had invented trolley, I could avoid breaking my arms. We had just spent the first day there when all of a sudden my Mom suggested to go to Malaysia, by train. I refused at first but she said that she had some business to do there so I had no choice. The journey was so long and tiring and killing my sense of living. The journey (back and forth) spent a total 16 hours. We only spent a day there, so could you imagine how tiring it was?

We spent the rest days in Singapore. I was trying my best to keep myself healthy since I still have loads to do as soon as I got home, preparing myself for the Puapala special occasion, Diklat, which was dated 2-5 of July. Our return plane to Jakarta supposed to arrive at the airport at July 1st, 9.30 p.m, but turned out to arrive an hour later. Shitty, I haven't packed my backpack yet and I needed sleep badly but I couldn't. It ruined my whole plan. I got home at 1 a.m. Then I pack my things as fast as I could, since I had to meet my friends at half five (although I got dispensation, to meet them at 7, which I did haha).

The things that happened between 2-5 of July were the story I can't tell well, since I have this short term memory haha to put it short, the days there were definitely able to make me unable to wake.

That's all for now, ciaoo

Needles

Since three months ago, the stomachache I usually feel during the first day(s) of my period is sooooooo torturing. Since then, my Mom forced me to make friends with um........ needles. I was forced to go to the acupuncture clinic, routinely. It was not good, really. I just don't get its function until now. The pain I felt growing even more frustrating. I can't eat even if I'm so badly starving. If I eat, I will puke in no longer than 5 minutes after that.

So in brief, the acupuncture thingy doesn't work. I don't know for sure though, my Mom said that in need time(s) but I just can't stand it Mom, it has to show me a sign of succes in healing me unless I won't do it again.

Selanjutnya gue akan menggunakan bahasa indonesia. haha
Jadi, setelah akupunktur, ibunda nampaknya tidak jera dan menyodorkan pengobatan yang setipe dengan akupunktur kepada saya. Pengobatan ini, yang menurut saya dapat dikategorikan sebagai penyiksaan, memang lebih ekstrim daripada akupunktur itu. Penyiksaan ini disebut bekam. Metode penyiksaan ini adalah dengan membuka pori2 daerah tertentu di tubuh dan mengeluarkan darah kotor (yang tidak mengandung oksigen) dari pori2 tubuh tersebut. Dengan penyiksaan ini, punggung saya sukses berubah menjadi saringan. Periiiiiiiiiih bgt. Ya, namanya juga luka. Mengingat buruknya diagnosa penyakit yg diberikan dokter kepada saya, saya hanya bisa pasrah mengikuti segala prosedur pelancaran darah dan hormon sebagaimana disebutkan oleh si mbak.

Hasilnya? Sekarang, mandipun sudah sulit untuk saya.

In certain way

"What doesn't kill you will make you stronger"
That quote is really really right. I experienced it myself. About a week ago I was given a problem, which drown me to the very bottom of my life, since I never stand a family problem. My own big brother got my nerves. I'll just say that not prioritating your family is a very big mistake.

Last night I went to Santi's home, she's a bestfriend of mine. I said to my Mom that I'm going to learn chemistry there, so she allowed me to--although she didn't believe me at first and decided to drive me there. Well actually I just want to take my PDL (Pakaian Dinas Lapangan), but since there'll be my boyfriend too, I decided to stay longer hahaha

Before last night I really lost my grip of myself, eventhough I didn't feel sad or gloomy anymore, sometimes I just felt this unease feeling swirling in my stomach. But then in Santi's house I got that feeling off me. I told her everything that bothers me and she acted percisely like I want her to. We spend minutes cursing my older sibling--I bet his ears got itch. I didn't care about the number of sins I'll be having from cursing someone older behind his back, it's worth it. I feel like I had screamed my mind out. We stopped talking when Edwin came though, but that didn't matter. I had finished cursing every single thing about my brother hahaha.

That makes me believe that every human, not just me, have enough strength to endure every pain, have enough ability to solve every problem, have enough joy to ease the sadness, if only they believed. Cause God loves us, in certain way.

Scores Updates

At last, the school exams had ended! Oh sorry for the late post, I really intend to update this blog of mine but I'm lacking of idea of what to write recently--I kept deleting words I had typed since they didn't really describe what I want to tell.

I should thank God of giving me quite a luck in doing the exams, my scores dazzled me. Although they aren't so good, but they're far above my expectations. Some of the scores haven't been told yet. So far only Biology who turns me down. Here is the list of my scores:

1. Matematika
estimasi nilai: 76.67
nilai: 90
komentar: THANK GOD. IT'S A MIRACLE.

2. Pkn
estimasi nilai: 80
nilai: (nggak remed)
komentar: nilainya nggak dikasih tau, cuma ada keterangan nggak remed aja. Alhamdulillah deh.

3. Agama
estimasi nilai: 70
nilai: (nggak remed)
komentar: Alhamdulillaaaaaaaaah

4. Kimia
estimasi nilai: 70
nilai: 84
komentar: speechless. way too good for me.

5. Bahasa Indonesia
estimasi nilai: remed
nilai: (via sms dari devina) tidak remed
komentar: "sumpah demi apa dev gue ga remed bindo?"

6. TIK
estimasi nilai: pasti nggak remed, gampang bgt
nilai: 91
komentar: biasa aja sih. tapi tetep bersyukur hahaha.

7. Seni
estimasi nilai: 75
nilai: (belom dikasih tau)
komentar: semoga gambar minimalis itu masih bisa dikasih nilai 75 sama Pak Udi.

8. Fisika
estimasi nilai: 60
nilai: (belom dikasih tau)
komentar: semoga nggak remed. tapi nggak mungkin deh kayaknya hahaha

9. Penjasorkes
estimasi nilai: 70
nilai: 72
komentar: entah remed apa nggak, yang penting bayar 50 ribu setahun hahaha

10. Biologi
estimasi nilai: 50
nilai: (remed)
komentar: katanya sih mau dikumulasiin sama nilai yang dulu-dulu, semoga aja jadi nggak usah remed amin

11. Jerman
estimasi nilai: 90
nilai: 92
komentar: hamdalah

12. Sejarah
estimasi nilai: 50 deh
nilai: (belom dikasih tau)
komentar: soalnya nggak sesuai sama bahan yang dikasih -_________-

13. Bahasa Inggris
estimasi nilai: 80 keatas
nilai: (belom dikasih tau)
komentar: semoga estimasi ini nggak terlalu tinggi.